09 July 2020 @ 01:07 am
Sunshine Challenge 2020 - Prompt 3 (Yellow) & Website Updates  


Pure yellow is not a favourite colour of mine. However, the English language has a term for shades that are close to yellow, i.e. "gold" (or "golden"). Actually, by contrast with the usual colours of things, the term gold can be used for shades that, in isolation, one would probably call light orange, tan, or green, e.g. golden retrievers and golden mock-orange. I like golden tones a lot, especially when the leaves turn in the fall.

One of my favourite books of all time, S.E. Hinton's The Outsiders, has a quotation from Robert Frost:

Nature's first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower;
But only so an hour,
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay.

At the end, the hero, Ponyboy Curtis, gets a letter from his now-dead friend, Johnny, that explains the symbolism of the colour gold in the poem: you're gold when you're a kid. "It's just when you get used to everything that it's day."

The Outsiders is set in 1965, when Hinton began writing it. It was not finished and published, however, until 1967; and I guess it was probably that fall when our local library got copies on the shelves. At any rate, I first read it when I was fourteen, the same age as Pony. It hit me like a ton of bricks. So much more real in its evocation of adolescence than A Catcher in the Rye, which we'd read at school and had bored me to bits.

I borrowed it over and over; and, when it finally came out in paperback a couple of years later, bought my own copy. In the decades since then, I've read it often. I guess over the past few years some time might pass between readings; but it's one of those books I go back to. Each time, I find more in it.

A couple of years ago, someone requested it in a gift exchange I was doing. I'm not sure I even put it down as an offer: certainly, I didn't match on it. However, it got me thinking—and taking it off the shelf once again!—and ideas came, as they tend to do. When, last year, it came up as a pinch hit in the Wayback Exchange with prompts that fit, I grabbed it fast.

Whether [profile] luciferinasundaysuit was expecting quite what they got, I don't know; but they seem to have liked it. "A Different Shade of Gold" turns the symbolism of The Outsiders on its head. It's not about Pony in his youth, but about Pony today. Still more or less the same age I am, in other words. He and his wife are turning out the attic; and he finds the old essay he once wrote for his English teacher. A lot of water has passed under the bridge since then....

As with all my fanfic, it's also on my website. Of course, I gave it a gold theme. The main background is a variant of GRSites' brown128.jpg (though that's an old graphic found elsewhere, too). I've made many variants of it, using the software on GRSites and/or Microsoft Picture Manager. This one is shades of soft gold and brown; and the same tones are picked up in the broad border of nested tables surrounding the central panel with the story.

 
 
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oldtoadwoman: sunset Tardis[personal profile] oldtoadwoman on July 9th, 2020 02:48 pm (UTC)
The Outsiders
The odd thing about The Outsiders is that I remember it having a huge impact on me (particularly it being very upsetting) and yet I remember barely anything about the story. Any time I stumble across a pop-culture reference to it, my stomach does a little flip: "That was the book that was so sad." But I don't remember what specifically I was sad about. I remember a character died, but I don't remember how or who the character was in the story.

I probably read it at about the same age as you (and the characters) and only read it once. I'm now a bit curious what adult-me would make of the book.
greerwatson[personal profile] greerwatson on July 10th, 2020 07:27 pm (UTC)
Re: The Outsiders
A book that has an unexpectedly tragic ending—one that hits you hard—can be difficult to re-read. However, you'll probably find that, now you know what happens, it'll be easier to go back and try it again. A sort of desensitizaton, I guess. You've got to get past that instinctive tummy-flip.

Adult-you will probably think Pony is barely fourteen, with all that implies about his maturity and knowledge of the world. As first-person fiction goes, it's very much in character.
oldtoadwoman: Yellow Submarine[personal profile] oldtoadwoman on July 10th, 2020 07:31 pm (UTC)
Re: The Outsiders
now you know what happens, it'll be easier to go back and try it again. A sort of desensitizaton

I'm sure that's true.